Maaf


Maaf, ingin minta maaf sama diri sendiri

terlalu banyak ngeluh,

kata teteh bungaku, “membatasi diri”

ingin minta maaf sama harapan dan mimpi masa kecil,

sekarang dalam masa abstrak,

semacam amnesia, tapi bukan amnesia karena insiden, mungkin karena adaptasi

ingin ikhlas, ingin ridho, ingin kuat

“Hasbunallah wa ni’mal wakiil ni’mal mawlaa wa ni’man nashiir..”

 

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